Thursday, August 21, 2014

Heaven's New Angels

Lindsay
I cannot write much today. My heart is deeply grieving and I really do not have any words.

Ryder
It is a sacred place- to be in the heart community. There we fight together, laugh together, grieve together. Today, we are grieving that two more Heart Warriors have been called Home. 

A few days ago, Lindsay joined the angels. Last night, Ryder joined his friend. These previous fighters were just babies, yet they changed countless lives. May God bring comfort to the families of these warrior souls. Lindsay and Ryder, you will forever be loved and always be missed.

My name is Jenny McKinney. I am honored to be among the Heart Warriors. There is no need for chocolate this day.






Wednesday, August 6, 2014

Shake Your Booty


A couple of years ago, I was lying in bed, having a terrible time with my heart. My little girl - then 5 - cuddled with me and wanted to understand what it was doing. Saying a quick prayer that I would know how to answer her without scaring her, her young brain and old soul would grasp things I could not even comprehend yet. Inspired, I walked, ran, danced, my fingers along the blanket and explained, "Sometimes my heart walks; sometimes it runs, sometimes it dances. Sometimes it tries to do all at the same time. Sometimes when it is supposed to be walking it runs, then dances, then walks. Sometimes when it is supposed to run, it walks dances, stops to shake its booty, then walks again, shakes its booty, dances, jumps, flips, shakes its booty, because my heart cannot make up its mind!" By that point we were laughing so hard, tears were coming down our cheeks. It especially lifted me spirits when Princess B got up and pretended to be my heart, acting out what my hand just did. Talk about adorable! How grateful I am that she was able to join our family before my heart prevented me from bringing her into this world.

We had a lot of fun being silly as we talked about all the things my heart was trying to do. This video would have been most helpful to teach her about heart rhythms. It is not meant to offend, but hopefully be a tool and bring a little smile to your face as these doctors use their bodies to explain a few rhythms.

Life is so serious so much of the time. Yet often, in the midst of the trials, there is so much joy to be found, if only we are open to receiving it. I hope the video brings you a little joy.

My name is Jenny McKinney. I used to have a funny heart rhythm. Now I just have funny cravings for chocolate.